Mustard Seed Faith

The last few weeks have been a real drag for me. I keep waiting for something to happen, for something to be different-to get over that last bit of the hill and reach law of attraction bliss where all my dreams come true instantaneously.  Not that it hasn’t happened before for me, but this time I made the stakes higher.

Hah! What a joke that turned out to be ON ME! I’ve been pushing against my job, my life as it is, reaching and straining for that golden ring every time the merry-go-round goes round. I’m 55 and I’ve been through this cycle a time or two — you would think I would remember? Push, push, push.  What you resists persists most definitely.  I guess that’s why I always liked cars with manual transmissions – when you’re stalled you can just pop the clutch as long as you’ve got a small hill and the push to get it going.

I’m just stubborn – that’s what it is – and oftentimes refuse to see exactly what is staring me in the face because I’ve got my eye on that mountain I’ve just got to move right now thank you very much!  And trust me, I’ve moved a few in my time.

Just because I was born under the sign of the Ram doesn’t mean that I have to butt everything out of my way – I keep forgetting that I’m sure footed enough to go OVER the mountain instead of trying to push it aside.  And yes, faith as small as a mustard seed does move mountains – but what’s the point if it is an incredible view?

So in a turn of the tables – I’ve decided to go on a rampage of appreciation, because I am atop that mountain now and the view is outstanding!  Rosy glow sunrises, battles with woodpeckers, messages from red hawks and a drop by of a friend or two from the other side – what more could a girl want?

Life is good.  Life is really, really good.  Just let it be.  Remember those words of wisdom?  Let it be.

I am so thankful for all of you out there and for all the wonderful things in my own life – here’s to a fantastic 2008 and an even better 2009!  I give my thanks because:

1. It’s been a year since I quit smoking and I don’t miss it!
2. I live where people come for a vacation.
3. I have a job that sees me through while I’m pursuing my dreams.
4. I have a husband who loves me.
5. I have a fourth healthy, happy, grandson, Caleb Josiah.
6. All my grandchildren are beautiful.
7. I can write, paint, draw, fix most anything including cars.
8. I live in my dream house.  I designed it for god’s sake.
9. 85% of the banner photos on my LOA website – I took and they look great!
10. Life IS FUN when I let it be.
11. The universe has a wonderful sense of humor.
12. I’ve got more Stories clamoring for my attention.
13. I’m making new friends everywhere on the net.
14. I’m blessed to be breathing, living, walking, loving.
15. Love-love-love.  Love-love-love.
16. With some peace sprinkled on top.
17. My brother-in-law‘s coming for a visit!
18. Timmy’s getting healthier every day.
19. My mother is still kicking god love her.
20. I come from a great gene pool and I learned to swim in it early on!
21. I am highly creative.
22. I love my life.
23. I love my family, my friends, my children, and the people I meet!
24. The world is truly a wonderful place to be!
25. This illusion is such a wonderful reflector.
26. I am truly living my dreams.
27. I’ve published two books this year and they are both good.
28. I love being a channel for Story.
29. I love sharing with you.
30. I’ve got three more websites going and I discovered WordPress. Hallelujah!  That was a gift!
31. Life truly gets better and better and better.

Thank you thank you thank you.

Sometimes when we take our eyes off the obstacles in front of us, we find we have an incredible view!  Look around for a while until your vision clears.

Tags: belief, knowing, Law of Attraction, Mustard seed faith